I haven't been writing as much as I have in the past. Hopefully this will get me back in the groove of things. Here I don't have to worry about fitting one chapter to the next or if what I am typing makes any sense. I can just let my fingers fly across the keys and.. if my daughter int erupts me one more time I think I'm going to blow up!

I love her to death but come on why do they have to be into everything they are not supposed to be into? Maybe it has something to do with the inflection and reactions we give them towards things that could possibly hurt them. What if we took a nonchalant attitude towards say running in the parking lot with out holding my fracking hand!!! then maybe they wouldn't find it fun to do in the first place?

I am sure there is a reason they do everything they do but since I don't have the patience to listen to them right now I don't think I will have the time to think deeper into this social... Damn it they are truly annoying today... I wish we could bottle this up and give it out to teen in high school. I am nearly through my 30s and this is aggravating... And they tell me it will never stop! I couldn't imagine dealing with this since say 18!

But that aside I love them to death. Often times it other things that set me over the edge like why can't the room mates do the fracking dishes? Or why do I have to walk the fracking dog that I want to send to the pound? Or laundry? What is so hard about folding the fracking laundry? it is so much easier to fold it that fumble through piles on the floor trying to figure out what is clean and what is not!

Usually those things get me started and then I get frustrated with the little ones. Most of the time I am able to step away and focus on them and forget the other crap that has piled up... But if things were death with immediately then things wouldn't pile up and the world would be a happier place! At least my world would be.

So this is short and sweat today because I have to fold the laundry do the dishes, and keep the kids out of the fridge and toilet!

I love Sundays!